B.TECH EXPERIENCES:06

Everything is going in a perfect manner and suddenly there is a shock and that is my 1st semester marks have been released.

I saw my results and I got 7.5 gpa very waste marks compared to my intermediate marks.

But I didn't get any sense to feel hurted and that is why I hurted

I understood that things are changing to me and I didn't tell my marks to my parents

Day by day I am getting alone and started talking with me always

So I thought it is better to change and start a new life.

Till then I didn't show interest in making new hair styles and now I went to barber shop,spent 100 rupees to get a new hair style.

Then started talking with friends and going outside hotels,tours e.t.c.,

Today I saw an angel in my class room and I am not able to control releasing of my hormones.

Watching her and enquired about her,decided to chat in messenger.

I sent hai and luckily I got reply from her,continued chatting about on hour.

Finally I came to know that she is not her and I am confused because of both their names are same.

Apologized her and fear stops me to chat with this real girl,so continued watching her,following her.

To cover my fear,I made my whatsapp status as "Being Spectator is much better to avoid wasting of time than in relationship".

Actually I picturised my life with her in future and after children born,It seems to be some weird.

So decided only to watch her and not even to move on.

I came to my room and one thing to ask you about that I have been observing one of my roommate's bedsheet always starts to raise after 1:00 a.m while he is under the bedsheet.

Its morning and everyone started to live their routine life.

Now I am in my classroom and I am not a sage to control all my hormones and keep in stable,so my eyes turned to her.

Saying in myself these words as motivation "To get an average girl,Be in contact with matrimony for some days.To get an angel,Be contactless from the world for some time".

Went to my room and without my involvement I started hearing love songs and love movies.

Ofcourse being a rare breed,phobia of girls stopped me talking with her.

Days are going well and started showing interest in studies,writing records.

The first midsem comes by this thursday and usually opened books before the exams.

The worst part I did is routed my phone and now my phone is able to connect with the wifi.

So opening book and youtube at the same time makes me to learn how to manage multiple tasks at the same time.

Pretending studying books and starring new adoloscent world makes me sleepless.

Going to exam hall and writing exam,completed writing "questions" in answer paper.

While walking towards my hostel and remebering the last night,realised why ramgopal said girls are the best creation from the god.

So I wrote all my exams with pretending studying books,watching the important scenes of darwins theory,evolution of human life.

Really wifi showed me the secrets of life and addicted,seduced,ruined life until I realised things are again changing.

Decided to start a new life and dont know how many I have to start this new life,so with the hope I started new life.

I dont whether I changed,but to pretend I am changed,all facebook,whatsapp status have been changed.

OMG today I got the answer for the raising of my friend's bedsheet after 1:00pm.

HELP me...YOGA